Poetry | September 12, 2022
Leviathan
by Ade Porter
illustration by Austin Hart
I smell it.
A form floating
A body who yearns for more than the land.
Eyes closed, mouth slightly open, limbs spread…
Only the slightest tension remains–
Willing to die.
The only way to hold such a woman is to swallow her.
And I am the Whale.
Jaws wide,
Whirlpools are born,
I am the undertow.
Their flesh in my throat.
Their weight added to mine.
I can feel my insides more deeply with their intrusion.
Dreaming, they begin to grope – a slow panic stirs.
The beginnings that began as The-Torn-Apart.
This is how pearls are made.
I am the Whale.
The sea, incarnate.
The storm slows; it is nearly finished,
No longer does their form collide; they almost seem to glide.
It is time–
Before they join that chorus
Of wailing ghosts in my throat–
From end to end, deep within
I begin to heave.
Pulsing–rhythmic–rapturous
I am the Whale
Raising the tide with my exorcism.
Finally, the motions have kicked in
Relaxing–
Gaping wide–
A heave!
A roar!
Silence.
The chime of a bell,
She glistens,
Naked and nacreous,
A Pearl thrown into the radiant sky.
Ade Porter is a piano tuner and guitarist living in Chico, California.

